Coagulated Cément

Fall to the sidewalk. Punch that mother fucker. Feel the skin blister and break and see the white tendon retract, blood exploding, breath raking, shaking! I want to pull my nails across it, feel the grating pain until they splinter. I wish I could thrust my fists against that damn cement, know the burn, know the satisfaction of my vented anger pacified by the pulsating of my blood clotting the fresh, metallic wound.

Instead I'm numb. Numbed by my strange, twisted anger for which I can only attribute to procrastination and a whole shit load of post-teenage hormones.

I want to fucking break my knuckles.

Music: Rape Me by Nirvana