January 18, 3:20am

In the dark liquid mercury,
into my hands, my mouth, --
shit 2:50am,
I'm dying from a nose bleed
in the dark no light no pain
hot in my hands liquid metal
bitter, Hard and unforgiving.
Orange sink white walls white
light bright poppy red falling
from my face. Orange lips
abrasive taste -- Gone too far
from me, not here not there not
-- Swallow bloodclot nassal
passage. Taste metallic success.
Stomach pains, white nostril fame,
I'm drowning in bloodbathe.
Tangerine eyelids orange-pulp
pout failure.